rainy-day melancholy

It keeps raining outside
The daybreak but no sunshine
I sit at my desk with a cigarette
my hand shaking
depressing music is playing
thunder and lightening

monkey on my back
couldn't get rid of it
couldn't self-healing
doing lots of things at the same time
cannot do them well really
my brain non stop running

you know what they say
about life, hope, love and other stuff
gloomy Sunday, Monday, Tuesday,
Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday
this is what we call living
everyday is so suffocating