關於信仰

This world is a big fat lie

這世界上到底還有什麼好相信的呢

我相信愛但不相信永遠的愛

so come n beat me

來打破我的信念阿

人性和感情本讓人失望

桐生操的書讓人心問題一直縈繞

我受不了硬要傳福音給別人的人

真的覺得他們很像腦袋被植入晶片

並不是討厭Jesus因為我對Buddha和Allah也沒偏見
但我也不是什麼無神論者

重點別再告訴我不信主耶穌是救世主會受到逞罰

或者說我受到魔鬼的矇蔽了所以我看不清

give me a break

我不相信是因為我不相信而且也不想相信

我只相信現在和我所發生過的一切因為這才是真實

所以我只要活在當下 盡量認真的活

不認同我就離我遠一點 少在那邊說教

我知道我天生就太散漫但至少我覺得我有在改進 一點點

抱怨和咒罵是難免是人之常情因為人類永遠不滿足

但是我愛我的家人和朋友 而我也會珍惜我身邊的一切

This world makes me ill

Slowly and constantly corroding by that creepy black flow
Want to pick a hole behind my head and spew from my brain
What is that so dark and nasty enchased in my soul
And makes me suffer from my own thoughts
The inner fight is irrevelant so I implode
Wish I could bleed my heart to purify my rotton soul
Perhaps it is me that fucking makes myself ill

最令人反感問句

你有什麼壓力？

Hate

anyone can tell you there's no more road to ride
everyone will tell you there's no place to hide
there's no laws or rules to enchain your life
but the ones who didn't make it, the ones who couldn't take it
so glad they made it out alive
everyone loves the fun, everyone comes by
in the wind I crunch I want to die

they can give me pills, or let me drink my fill
the heart wants to explode far away where nobody knows
do you believe she said that?
I said I hate myself and I want to die

half of it is innocent the other half is wise
the whole damn thing makes no sense, I wish I could tell you a lie
hey, come here, let me whisper in your ear
I hate myself and I want to die.

do you believe she said that?
can you believe she repeated that?
I said I hate me myself and I
I said I hate myself and I want to die.

Have u lost ur mind?

難道看不到我皮下的醜陋
聞不到我腐爛的惡臭

包裝裡面是一團噁心
噁心的中間是個空洞

喜歡我嗎?

i found life so enchanting

we hate it and we love it

grief could be beautiful

we enjoy our misery

painful but glad

How much