I don't know

Can't Make A Sound

不是說隨著年紀增長處事更加圓融

怎麼我的棱角更加尖銳皮上還帶刺

都不要來跟我玩因為你們會流血

想不通跟想不開是兩回事

深陷想不開所苦的人們都好可憐

一邊期待不知何時才降臨的自救

一邊忍受其他人無用的碎嘴叨念

關於人類情感的強度有多大

而又那份強大該如何寄託,

認為一個血肉之軀有感官和腦袋的人,

會無法感受風吹草動花開落葉的四季變化？

我真的想要大家一起滅亡

不是只因為我痛恨的人很多

同時也是為了解決大家的苦難

我確實不是妖言惑眾 願意相信我嗎？

whatever, i don't care. i'm nobody anyway

i hate you a lot, and you and you and you..

i wish you'd get out of my life n shut up!

就算服藥過量 總還有剩 我不怕的 i'm good

何況我也沒忘記偶爾要留意著一些小確幸阿

dying, saving

不斷消極的搶救修補生活中大大小小的關係人事物

以致於時常活的喘不過氣來 大腦內臟快要爆裂

我也想要任性的在地上哭鬧大叫說我做不來

只是這樣結局就是dead 不會有什麼精靈出來幫我

不敢放這麼開 如勞工般被逼著痛苦的硬著頭皮做

大家都希望所有事情能夠順遂的發展

the living rule - dying saving dying saving ..

falling from grace

說我陰陽怪氣 well fuck that

常常不是故意要被說所謂憤世嫉俗

但覺得總是這世界在公開與我為敵

我今年二十有六腦袋絮亂對人性失望對未來憧憬不大

有時一閃而過的抱負 結局時常一下就被現實壓垮

懼怕的事情很多 而且越來越來越來越多 我的手指好鬆

腦內常舉行自我演講 可結尾每每走向空洞虛無的人生觀

幾番如此我也只能雙腿發軟或者繼續瀏覽youtube到天亮

雖說道理老早想通但總無可避免 那依然還是團狗屁倒灶

可不是嗎 可不是嗎 可不是嗎 我的狗屁人生

翻攪如漿糊般的腦 黏黏綢綢 無盡的偏抽痛的我的後腦勺

再說一句實在話 我由衷的討厭解釋

'cause you're deserted

what's good, you hurt it

and it kills you it keeps you alive

so give it up in a world of puppets

it's a shame what they do to us all

Wax Tailor

I don't give a shit?

究竟該如何落實我不給一個屎

如何擺脫 我其實只是.. 我要說得是..

而最驚悚的部份就在於

我似乎根本就正朝著這個方向在前進

擺好我的椅子拉高脖子我就正在成為這樣的人

成為自己不是很想成為的人但是又想成為的人

這到底是何其矛盾 我去你媽的

每天推著自己往前走然後又一邊偷偷想停住

所以我是腳走在前面身體往後傾的

對像癟三那樣 要不再駝個背

可以不給一個屎的時候那種爽快簡直無與倫比

但是大多數時候我都是在屎裡打滾

滾的亂七八糟一身屎臭

說不定最後也一生屎臭

[September]

The Proposal * 
沒想像中拔剌 笑點不賴 
À l'intérieur(鮮胎活剝) * 
血腥指數高 
Das Leben der Anderen(竊聽風暴) *** 
The Brothers Bloom ** 
À la folie... pas tu tout(安琪狂想曲) ** 
Mysterious Skin *** 
各種的性與性別議題 音樂佳

滿星三顆

.

每次發現全宇宙最痛恨的人就是自己的時候

總在腦中上演千百次被從後面擊斃倒地的畫面

就不用在爬起來了罷 未免也太疲累

瞎說而已 我這就去讀書 我去看美學 我去

Bang Bang

He shot me down, bang bang
I hit the ground , bang bang
That awful sound, bang bang
My baby shot me down

lotus eaters

我混亂的開學

下午三點半第一堂課

便以睡過頭遲到一小時的姿態登場

"雅筑嘛"小心關門時背後是林志明的聲音

裝的有精神的樣子其實是白費因為實情早已曝光

先前莫名其妙半推半就心不甘願當班代

本來以為沒什麼現在發現是惡夢的開始

我不但眼殘況且我腦神經還少100條

訂書印講義收錢連絡同學這類事情竟然和我扯上邊

學生生活有點生疏

有時候覺得泰然自若

有時卻又神經緊繃到快斷裂

才發現研究所並不是大學生活

我在邊緣的一條細線上走

轉了轉眼珠抽動個嘴角觀看四周

計算我往裡往外都可能不小心失足摔死的可能性

bloody weather

出忠孝新生站 雨滂沱 我走在回家路上

穿著無論什麼廠牌都讓我破皮見血的橡皮夾腳拖

這種一陣一陣陰雨的破天空使我的情緒內爆破

不妨就來享受這爛天氣 i'm only happy when it rains

然後點跟煙 拿著傘 踩過一灘灘污濁的髒水 聽音樂

經過嚴佳玲回台灣時打滑的馬路口

經過令人難以分辨噁爛蟑螂的小枯葉大道

中元普渡燒金紙的氣味充斥我的呼吸道

表達能力漸差 肢體大腦失連 指尖長期擠不出字

此外 憂心忡忡我腦袋的遲緩和逐漸降低的學習能力

照這樣衰退下去 我必定會變成白癡

衷心期盼在開學前可以獲得改善

well hello September 我來註冊入學了

[August]

Synecdoche, New York ***

Seven Pounds *

Girl, Interrupted ***
Gomorrah(娥摩拉罪惡之城)
Bruno
Orphan **
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind ***
Requiem for a Dream **
Coco Before Chanel *
Inglorious Basterds **
Up **
Vier Minuten(情鍵四分鐘) **
Little Ashes **

-滿星三顆 沒星不推(主觀)

The Dead Weather

I'm looking for a place to go

Where the sun goes down and stays down

I'm looking for a place to go

Where I can lie low, die slow

My baby, she's uptight

Her face is frozen in daylight

My darlin', she's a drifter

Nothing out there seems to fit her

I'm looking for a no hassle night

I've become her and it hurts my mind

My baby, she's a burglar

Nothing I know can deter her

I'm looking for a place to go

Where the sun goes down, I can lie low

Synecdoche, New York

紐約浮世繪
少有我覺得不錯的中譯片名
看完覺得腦汁攪動了很多 並持續迴盪

片中那些壓迫著全人心的課題
還有現實場景和幻象畫面的轉換
讓人完全跟著劇情和鏡頭走不放

說要徹懂這部片我也沒這個好意思
彷彿全身被扎了一百多萬針
深刺進骨裡

作繭自縛

我拿著咖啡站在發燙的陽台 腦袋越來越滾

又在妄想如果人腦可以清理磁碟該有多好

人體溫度計快爆表的時候我看到一隻怪飛蟲

不禁想到Drag Me to Hell

這生物活像個地獄使者之類的在我眼前迴旋

不過人家可能僅是一隻路過的蜜蜂什麼的

一進門看到嫺嫺被抱著看著我笑 兩顆小牙

完全是十分可愛的天使 我發軟 非常想哭

其實這一切根本就沒什麼我真的是說真的

正因為是這樣更讓人覺得自己不可理喻

簡直莫名其妙

[July]

Drag Me to Hell **

驚悚裡面帶笑點還蠻討我喜的

然後再帶點經典恐怖大師的味道

The Number 23 *

Hairspray

Igby Goes Down ***

我愛問題青少年電影,這片用比較輕鬆的步調

喜歡裡面的對白和片頭曲

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

Boy A **

我愛問題青少年電影,這片看完我的蒜頭鼻酸

Public Enimies *

整體而言還可以,大槍聲有點多而吵

Diana Krall 一出現立刻抓住我耳朵

電影結束時我被強尼帥暈在座位上

Cashback ***

吸引人之處在於畫面,音樂,和對白

關於那些慢動作和靜止片段不小心就記住了

Hable con ella (悄悄告訴她) ***

非常喜歡這個劇本,還有裡面的那些小細節

-滿星三顆 沒星不推(主觀)

Negative Creep

This is out of our range
and it's crude
This is getting to be
like drone
I'm a negative creep
and I'm stoned

Daddy's little girl ain't a girl no more

relationships

it's kind of sad that we grow up like this

長越大長越老 越不會跟人相處

這也是想當然爾 畢竟我連跟自己都處不好

嫺嫺惹她拔八生氣之後就拿奶嘴要給他吃

然後我哥果然就不氣了

[June]

Night at The Museum II: Battle of the Smithsonian *

有幾個零星的笑點

Je te mangerais

可取之處大概是其中鋼琴的份圍

The Taking of Pelham 123 *

送行者 禮儀師的樂章 *

The Hangover **

極度白爛真是好笑

Il y a longtemps que je t'aime ***

弒子兇手出獄,親情議題的延展

Revolutionary Road **

Hard Candy ***

個人認為非常好看,很對我胃口,演員超會

Carolina Drama

I'm not sure if there's a point to this story

But I'm going to tell it again

So many other people try to tell the tale

Not one of them knows the end

It was a junk-house in South Carolina

Held a boy the age of ten

Along with his older brother Billy

And a mother and her boyfriend

Who was a triple loser with some blue tattoos

That were given to him when he was young

And a drunk temper that was easy to lose

And thank god he didn't own a gun

Well, Billy woke up in the back of his truck

Took a minute to open his eyes

He took a peep into the back of the house

And found himself a big surprise

He didn't see his brother but there was his mother

With her red-headed head in her hands

While the boyfriend had his gloves wrapped around an old priest

Trying to choke the man

Billy looked up from the window to the truck

Threw up, and had to struggle to stand

He saw that red-necked bastard with a hammer

Turn the priest into a shell of a man

The priest was putting up the fight of his life

But he was old and he was bound to lose

The boyfriend hit as hard as he could

And knocked the priest right down to his shoes

Well, now Billy knew but never actually met

The preacher lying there in the room

He heard himself say, "That must be my daddy"

Then he knew what he was gonna do

Billy got up enough courage, took it up

And grabbed the first blunt thing he could find

It was a cold, glass bottle of milk

That got delivered every morning at nine

Billy broke in and saw the blood on the floor, and

He turned around and put the lock on the door

He looked dead into the boyfriend's eye

His mother was a ghost, too upset to cry, then

He took a step toward the man on the ground

From his mouth trickled out a little audible sound

He heard the boyfriend shout, "Get out!"

And Billy said, "Not till I know what this is all about"

"Well, this preacher here was attacking your mama"

But Billy knew just who was starting the drama

So Billy took dead aim at his face

And smashed the bottle on the man who left his dad in disgrace, and

The white milk dripped down with the blood, and the

Boyfriend fell down dead for good

Right next to the preacher who was gasping for air

And Billy shouted, "Daddy, why'd you have to come back here?"

His mama reached behind the sugar and honey, and

Pulled out an envelope filled with money

"Your daddy gave us this," she collapsed in tears

"He's been paying all the bills for years"

"Mama, let's put this body underneath the trees

and put Daddy in the truck and head to Tennessee"

Just then, his little brother came in

Holding the milk man's hat and a bottle of gin singing..

La la la la, la la la la, yeah..

Well now you heard another side to the story

But you wanna know how it ends?

If you must know the truth about the tale

Go and ask the milkman

Exit Music

positive & negative會交戰一世人

drug abuse服藥量驚人去他媽的

我真的極想痛歐那些賤貨和敗類

如果我可以拿槍將他們擊斃更好

人生最重要的是什麼

人生最重要的是什麼

人生最重要的事什麼

you can laugh a spineless laugh

we hope your rules and wisdom choke you

we hope that you choke

機場味道把我逃跑的慾望推到極致

泥沼裡的清泉

i love Andy Samberg

過了半個月日夜徹底顛倒的無腦生活

強迫症作息和日常習慣都令人反胃

噁爛的細節根本不想去回想

人有時就是很愛演深陷其中無法自拔的戲碼

反正豁然開朗的時候一切就又會康復

我要開始把接下來的日子都塞爆

反正我要做的事本來根本就很多

開到荼蘼

Now what?

準備研究所的時間好像很長

好想玩卻不敢玩

考完  第一志願沒上  落寞

不過也就算了  不然要如何

跟了HDC成發  開心

如果說阿嬌抓的是青春的尾巴

那我們老骨頭們大概是在抓隱形的那條

相聚的幾下下很像時光倒轉

我還真喜歡打人以及把髒話掛在嘴邊

這些在大學畢業後就跟著被埋葬的習慣

考完後這段日子我好像醉生夢死

黃說我自以為是大學生

睡到下午然後晚上練舞  其他事都不管

很多玩樂活動  大大吃  喝了很多酒

慶了兩位金牛摯友的生日  終於動筆畫畫

對於黃的牙齒和陳之雅的臉龐我感到抱歉

我以後會改進!!!  (陳心怡說不定在偷擔心)

選學校選選選  好難選

北藝大在夢裡飄走了我不想再想了

台藝大很抱歉我實在選不下去

那我該留在台北的小國北教一切方便

還是進入官田深山的南藝大修行?

好長的時間我不小心會不知到在幹嘛該幹嘛

有些怪行為連我自己都無法解釋

例如在小阿姨的引誘下看了韓版流星花園

我楊雅筑還沒日夜看到完結篇  這什麼跟什麼

這週內不是沒睡覺就是睡掉了白天

老頑童看我很不爽  我跟大番薯也生疏

我的情緒不穩脾氣極度暴躁  我拍瞎掃

說要做的事到底有沒有在做?

那本嘔吐  考完後閱讀了兩次  進度在開頭

吉他前天吃風幫我換了絃  

我沒碰琴  楊雅鈞我也還沒畫

好久好久腦袋的思緒幾乎生不出一個屁字

現在正無意間打了一篇情緒流水文

[May]

17 Again *

看似拔辣,不過裡面卻有很棒的笑點!

Whatever Lola Wants

Angels & Demons **

就如同大眾所預期的

Buda as sharm foru rikht *

(Buddha Collapsed Out of Shame/迢迢上學路)

伊朗天才少女導演,小女孩演員好吸引人

Terminator Salvation:The Future Begins

好看的部份都在預告,想看的人就不要看預告

不小心看了預告已經來不急了,那也就別看了

ps. 星星等級照舊,一樣滿星三顆

Can

我要去哪裡

[March-April]

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button ***

情感鋪陳的很好,我後面落淚的有點失控

Taken **

近年難得的英雄片佳作,剪接非常緊湊

Monsters vs. Aliens *

The Reader ***

不知怎麼的撼動人心,David Kross令人驚艷

Mamammia! **

How She Move *

渺渺

愛的發聲練習

Blur 1997

世紀當代舞團《婚禮》

世紀當代舞團2009年度鉅獻《婚禮》

Igor Stravinsky ＜Les Noces＞

貼心小百科：Igor Stravinsky
詳細介紹和訂票可參年代售票系統 亦可與我本人接洽另有折扣
請喜愛舞蹈表演藝術的朋友們多多支持

Oasis

The Kills

[January]

Changeling ***

Elegy **

Naissance des pieuvres (Water Lilies愛上壞女孩) **

Girl With a Pearl Earring **'

Enfances *'

Elizabeth : The Golden Age **'

Caravaggio **'

Yes Man **'

-滿星三顆 沒星不推(主觀)